I am a 20 year old female. Struggling to live on my own with Manic Depression, Borderline Personality Disorder, and ED. I have little to none family and I am gay. The End.Tumblr (3.0; @nataliejean20)http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkwj8xOBQ01qj2hbto1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5338409152http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5338409152Mon, 09 May 2011 13:51:55 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkuuh6dlHS1qjemwko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>JASMYN (Jacksonville Area Sexually Minority Youth Network) had a prom last night! It was a blast as you can probably tell but no matter what I felt like a balloon. FAT></p>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5291640233http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5291640233Sat, 07 May 2011 22:19:54 -0400JASMYN<p>I have done nothing today but stuff my fucking face and lay on my ass.</p> <p>NO exercise. ALOT of food. &amp;&amp; weight GAIN!</p> <p>I ate 1287 calories today&#8230; pathetic fatass!</p> <p>Whateverrrrrr</p> <p>I am babsitting right now. Bored as crap&#8230;hmu. &lt;3</p>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5291593842http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5291593842Sat, 07 May 2011 22:18:18 -0400<p>Inside and Out. </p>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5264713920http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5264713920Sat, 07 May 2011 00:45:39 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkt5s8NeFP1qaobbko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5264680818http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5264680818Sat, 07 May 2011 00:44:07 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lks8g1AWD41qjemwko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I am a cow.</p>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5246099364http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5246099364Fri, 06 May 2011 12:28:50 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lks8feJm9X1qjemwko1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Why can’t I just disappear?</p>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5246091297http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5246091297Fri, 06 May 2011 12:28:26 -0400skinnydepressionanorexic<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkc636Rf671qg1a5co1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5245563759http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5245563759Fri, 06 May 2011 12:01:39 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkrx86AHam1qelmk6o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5245548891http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5245548891Fri, 06 May 2011 12:00:58 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkq5k2O7QS1qjhydjo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5245481791http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5245481791Fri, 06 May 2011 11:57:28 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lks1u26uJQ1qjemwko1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lks1u26uJQ1qjemwko2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lks1u26uJQ1qjemwko3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lks1u26uJQ1qjemwko4_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p>Tis the truth.</p>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5243617966http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5243617966Fri, 06 May 2011 10:06:02 -0400photographyskinnygirlsgay<p>It is finally Friday &amp; I have a longgggggggg weekend ahead of me. I am exhausted already. It&#8217;s going to be complicated this weekend because I will have people over and they will notice that I&#8217;m not eating&#8230; What to do? Also, I have a huge ass cut on my arm that I think is infected )=/ The next three days should be interesting. I don&#8217;t want to eat, I don&#8217;t need to, but I know that I will be forced and I just don&#8217;t know how to lie to keep suspition off. HELP?</p>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5243579355http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5243579355Fri, 06 May 2011 10:03:41 -0400Foodanorexiaweekend.<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lks0uuIxeu1qjemwko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I ate fucking McDonald’s last night. I was so hungry… Failure.</p> <p>Down to 146 lbs though… Hope I still lose.</p>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5243284785http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5243284785Fri, 06 May 2011 09:44:55 -0400Fastingfatanorexiafood<p>Oh yeah. Very interesting! Let me tell ya. lol.</p>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5225549706http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5225549706Thu, 05 May 2011 17:11:52 -0400<p>I’m not a doll, just a woman with truth. (=</p> <p>I work in financial aid. Figuring out federal money (grants, scholarships, loans, etc)</p>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5224392492http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5224392492Thu, 05 May 2011 16:29:06 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkop30w1381qg2exfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Addicted to the knife and gun.</p>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5223845154http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5223845154Thu, 05 May 2011 16:07:50 -0400<p>I work at Florida State College at Jacksonville, sadly. (=</p> <p>Wish you lived closer.</p>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5223821244http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5223821244Thu, 05 May 2011 16:06:51 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkqntpvdLJ1qjemwko1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkqntpvdLJ1qjemwko2_400.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkqntpvdLJ1qjemwko3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkqntpvdLJ1qjemwko4_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkqntpvdLJ1qjemwko5_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkqntpvdLJ1qjemwko6_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkqntpvdLJ1qjemwko7_400.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkqntpvdLJ1qjemwko8_500.jpg"/><br/> Look at the bones...<br/><br/> <p>About to get off, and just go home, & sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.</p> <p>Ask me anything!</p>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5223802723http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5223802723Thu, 05 May 2011 16:05:49 -0400photographydepressiongoodbye<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkj9nxUEvo1qgmrs4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5223579914http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5223579914Thu, 05 May 2011 15:57:29 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lkqmv0TqsL1qjhup4o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5223461485http://nataliejean20.tumblr.com/post/5223461485Thu, 05 May 2011 15:52:37 -0400